In “Safe”, your first of two flash fiction stories in Volume 23, there’s a palpable amount of tension simmering as the unnamed narrator unveils a fractured relationship with their partner. Can you tell us a little bit about the inspiration behind the story?

I think at the time I was interested in the idea of the snapshot or vignette in flash fiction. Some of my favorite pieces are scenes or tiny moments slowed down… magnified. The opening line, “Our anger kept us safe for a while that summer” was humming in my head for a while. It became this story of what happens to these two people when a cruelty, an affair, happens in a relationship and yet the kind, strange, and quotidian movements of life continue. 

I think one of my favorite things about “Safe” is its compression of time. The story spans a great width of time and space and yet it’s only three paragraphs long. I’m curious—can you talk about your drafting and revision process in how you whittled this piece down to its core without stripping away too much of the story?

When I write flash it comes out pretty contained. (That might just be an annoying answer.) The landscape of writing a short-short feels like whittling from an already small piece of wood.  From the opening line I sense that the story will be finite. So in my case (if I am lucky), the first draft is already at a word count that satiates the course of the characters, the scene, and the heat of emotion. Then the pruning shears come out, the fat is found, the bad metaphors, the sentence that over explains, the one that lies there not moving anything forward—those get cut. Revision after that is putting the draft out to my shrewd readers. I have dear writers that I trust, that level me, and also I get a gut check—is this enough? Do you feel pushed out of a moving car? Does it roll to a clean stop? 

Let’s move to “Toast”, your second piece in Volume 23. I love that in his editorial letter, your friend and contributing fiction editor Keith Lesmeister described your work as a “swirling nontraditional, nonlinear narratives driven more by language and lyricism than what we often think of as a narrative arc.” What does flash fiction mean to you, and what does it need in terms of craft in order for the story to be complete?  

Well, I just love Keith even more so now after that wild and lovely description. Flash fiction always reminds me of play. When I teach it, my wish is for the writer to move with the language, follow it, don’t think, and forget the fences. I suggest exercises: encapsulating a whole person’s life in a page, describing your character’s favorite object in two paragraphs without missing a single detail. I cherish breaking rules, testing false walls, and surprising yourself. When it is done right, flash does all of that. As far as it being complete or solid, I return to my professor Amy Hempel’s advice on the last line of flash being a “punchline.” That is always a good test to see if your work is done in an early draft. Did you stick the landing? 

Recently, after years of directing audience engagement and digital projects, you were named the new Associate Publisher of BOMB —congrats! I’ve always loved BOMB for its multidisciplinary approach to arts and culture. Are you able to share with us a bit about your vision and approach in your new role?

Thank you! I feel lucky to work at an organization that never fails to broaden my knowledge of the arts. For anyone that does not know BOMB Magazine, its mission is to place artists in conversation and to preserve and elevate the artist’s voice. I’ve learned so much from visual artists, and performing artists in particular, in reading and hearing their approach to craft. 

BOMB turned 40 this year so we are busy prepping more surprises that culminate our past and celebrate our future. We have just finished our second season of FUSE: A BOMB Podcast, and that I feel particularly proud of. In each episode, BOMB invites an artist to choose a guest from any creative discipline —an art crush, a close collaborator, or even a stranger they’ve admired from afar—and we bring them together. The result? Candid, unfiltered conversations on art, what inspires it, how it’s made, and what we can learn from it.

[Editor’s Note: Season 2, Episode 4 features a conversation between choreographer Miguel Gutierrez and Water~Stone Review contributor Gabrielle Civil. You can subscribe to FUSE on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or wherever you listen to podcasts.]

This issue was birthed during this pandemic and the political and social unrest that’s been spilling over on the streets in cities nationwide. It feels like day after day we witness more violence and division, and we felt that the title “hunger for tiny things” took on a multi-faceted poignance for this issue. I’m curious—what tiny things do you hunger for these days?

Hmm, well I am writing this as the world has started to open up. So I have savored the hugs and recently got to return to Texas to see my family. I am finishing my book— so that definitely requires a daily yearning and hunger. 

I’d also love to see us continue the vigilance and attention we paid last summer and to hold on to this idea of individual responsibility. Specifically what one can do in their own world to support BIPOC communities. I mean the small choices that can make change. I think people can get overwhelmed about what to do next—but who you hire, what books your children read and how you speak to them about race, where you volunteer your time, who you vote for, how one can continue to educate themselves, all are possible tiny sparks of light. 

Writers tend to write what haunts or obsesses them. What are some themes/topics that are important to your writing, or tend to show up a lot in your work?

I’ve been writing a book about men for too many years to count, so in that regard I have been focused on the question: what does it mean to be a good man? I started it before the #MeToo movement and it has only become richer because of its existence. 

What books, writers, art, or artists inspire you and your work? Do–or have–you had any mentors in your writing life?

I’ve been lucky to have studied with people whose work I admire: Aimee Bender, Paul Yoon, Bret Anthony Johnston, Amy Hempel to name a few. As far as inspiration in art I wrote a story about a J.M.W. Turner painting I could not let go of and more recently seeing his painting, Snow Storm—Steam-Boat off a Harbour’s Mouth, was a real gut punch. The Julie Mehretu show at the Whitney was a stunner and mystified me. 

What craft element challenges you the most in your writing? How do you approach it? What is your quirk as a writer?

Dialogue can be a torture. I read better works to overcome the sheer stupidity I feel in writing first drafts. Keith is in fact a true master of dialogue—in his work it is seamless, true, and stirring every time. I recently listened to Tin House’s Podcast Between the Covers. Their episode with Dorothy Allison on dialogue covers so much ground on this topic.

I am not sure it is a quirk but, I listen to music every time I write on repeat. I have songs for my stories. Dustin O’Halloran, Devonté Hynes, and Max Ritcher are favorites. I am a contemporary composer collector.

Libby Flores is a 2008 PEN Center USA Emerging Voices Fellow. Her short fiction has appeared in American Short Fiction, Post Road Magazine, Mc Sweeney’s, Tin House/The Open Bar, The Guardian, and The Los Angeles Review of Books. She is the former Director of Literary Programs at PEN Center USA (now PEN America Los Angeles). She is currently the Associate Publisher at BOMB Magazine. Libby holds an MFA in creative writing from Bennington College. She lives in Brooklyn, but will always be a Texan.

Your poem “The Late Accommodations” from Volume 23 is an account of driving down a highway at dusk and witnessing a mare “moving through gauzy grasses.” Did you have some ‘aha’ moment to write a poem when you saw this? How did King Lear come into this poem? Are you a big Shakespeare fan?

I’m glad you chose this poem for Water~Stone Review because its origin and development are clear to me, and that’s not always the case. 

Let me begin by confessing that, although I’m a believer in ‘aha’ moments, for me they seldom come in the course of my daily living; rather, they come in the course of writing. I store things up and then, starting with nothing much besides a kind of faith in the generosity of the enterprise of poetry, I give the poem its head (horses again) and hope it takes me somewhere worth going. “The Late Accommodations” is a good example of that. 

“Late Accommodations”begins with an epigraph “The human eye can discern 500 shades of gray.” Gray is often associated with an absence of color. In the poem, vision is obscured; images blend and blur into each other. This was something that readers raved about when selecting your poem. You certainly seem like it to me, but do you consider yourself a visual or sensory writer? How do you make sense of images and give them meaning with language?

This poem began with the epigraph. I’m an obsessive collector of images, quotations, odd bits of knowledge. I highlight every book I read, transfer the highlighted passages to thick brown spiral notebooks bought specifically for that purpose and after a time I excerpt the most promising quotations to a computer file. Finally, I excerpt that file to a second file of “starting points.” Then I draft. In other words, I sift and sift and sift for those rare nuggets of gold that might have poetic potential.

Images work a little differently, although that process too requires a sieve. This time, the task is mostly left to my subconscious mind. If an image strikes me and lingers in memory long enough to sift itself down to a nugget of value, I know I can rely on it to rise when I need it. That horse, for example. Not only did her sudden beauty catch my eye as I drove the Missouri backroads, she came with accessories: a weathered fence, a windbreak of poplars, and a dusk changing shades so fast my words couldn’t keep up. I consciously stored away the visual and emotional experience, but I left that horse there in the mist to ripen (horses don’t ripen, but you know what I mean). 

Later I read in a book on photography that the mind can see 500 shades of grey, and right on cue, the image of the horse appeared. Such pairings of fact or phrase with visual images of personal experience seem to happen all the time. The trick is to notice that they are happening and to start writing. (I’m seeing that horse in the mist as I write this response.)

As for Shakespeare, well, he’s Shakespeare. Who doesn’t love him? The year after I retired from teaching, I set myself the task of reading all the plays in order along with commentary. King Lear had been my favorite since college and, though I taught Macbeth and Othello for years and love them dearly, the staying power of Lear for me was unassailable. Both Cordelia’s death and the scene on the heath were especially poignant because I was caring for parents with dementia, and I knew my next grief was imminent. As a bonus, when you steep yourself in Shakespeare’s language and a scholarly study tells you that “cerements” is of Shakespearean coinage, you write it down in your brown spiral notebook.           

This, then, is one of those times when a poem opens and invites you in. All you need to do is record your passage through its realm and feel grateful for the aha moments along the way. And then, of course, you edit it for two years.

You’ve published six collections of poetry, including your most recent collection, Walking the Mist (Ashland Poetry Press, 2021). In her praise of your book, Barbara Crooker says that your poems “resonate with images so perfect, they make me want to stand up and cheer.” What is something you’d love for readers to know about this collection? 

First, that Barbara Crooker is a generous reader, not to mention a superb poet. Perhaps it’s worth noting that the task of shaping the poems in Walking the Mist into a book gave me trouble. Despite the four parts I ended up with, it is, I think, a triptych considering loss and grief in three different voices. The central panel (made up of parts 2 and 3) follows the years of my mother’s decline and death due to Alzheimer’s, my father’s parallel decline and death due to hurt and anger and age, and, in the aftermath, the course of my own grieving. In lyric tradition, these poems are written in first person but there’s no need to employ the convention of “the persona.”  It’s my voice. 

Both side panels (parts 1 and 4) do employ personas. Section one was begun maybe thirty years ago with individual poems drafted on a trip to Ireland. I couldn’t make them jell, and I couldn’t let them go. The key was handed to me by Fernando Pessoa: “And as for the mother who rocks a dead child in her arms,” he writes, “we all rock a dead child in our arms.” This was an aha moment, a gift that allowed me to gather the drafts and edit them around the story of a young woman, not me, who travels to Ireland to mourn the loss of a child and, as Pessoa reminds us, the child that she herself had been. His beautiful lines from The Book of Disquiet and The Keeper of Sheep followed me into part 4 where they serve as epigraphs, and it is out of the sensibility of his voice—a wiser and more meditative voice than I could have found without him—that I fashioned poems examining the large questions grief leads us to when we begin to grieve our own life and its certain loss. 

Writers tend to write what haunts or obsesses them. What are some themes/topics that are important to your writing, or tend to show up a lot in your work?

My first volume of poems was titled A History of Disappearance. The poems in it had come from an attempt to gather and give meaning to losses I had been too young to understand when they occurred. David Ignatow, who chose my manuscript for publication, wrote in his introduction that this was “a prayerful book.” That took me by surprise, but he was right and I’m still working that territory, trying to find meaning in loss, seeking answers that, if they exist, exist beyond me. 

What we have to lose in life is quite simply everything. In my work, I want to touch and handle and tongue and taste and bless as much of that everything as I can. I think the large answers are everywhere to be found. But time is short in its gorgeous unfoldings and relentless ongoingness. We aren’t here long, but, with good fortune, long enough to build a self, perhaps a soul. And then, too soon, we have to learn how to let it all go. 

I’m not conscious of these motivations as I write, so what I just wrote above seems a mite highfalutin’, but when a poem seems right to me, it is invariably because it shapes a meaning new (to me) about time and loss and gratitude. 

On a lighter note, I also love to write about critters—from octopuses to angels.

What craft element challenges you the most in your writing? How do you approach it? What is your quirk as a writer?

Two craft elements come to mind: 

I’m obsessed with the sound of words. More and more I trust sound to choose my words. I feel what number of syllables, what vowel or consonant sounds, what stress patterns are needed — not after I’ve written what I mean to say, but in order to find out what I mean to say. Weird, I guess. But true. 

I’ve also grown attached to a personal “Rule of Threes.” For a poem to feel worth working on for as long as I work on a poem, I like to approach from at least three directions hoping for an intersection in their future—like Cordelia’s death and the word “cerements” intersecting with the image of a horse at twilight and with that fortuitous fact about the 500 shades of gray. When and if those three roads meet in a draft, I feel as if I might have a poem on my hands. 

As for quirks, well, I fight excessive dashes and colons. And is it a quirk or a craft element to edit a draft for two to ten years before I pronounce it finished? Oh, and I’m lousy at titles – which is one reason it’s nice to have a few trusted readers who point out the glaringly stupid ones to me. 

What projects are you working on right now?

I’ve been working on a series of poems focused on artists in old age, more specifically, trying to identify how earlier life events manifest in a final drawing / painting / sculpture. I’m having fun with the research and with trying out different structures and points of view. For example, I used a triptych for Michelangelo’s third Pieta, a sestina spoken in the voice of Berthe Morisot, Hokusai offering advice to a student on “How To Paint Like Hokusai,” a museum visit that surprises the (invented) viewer with Agnes Martin’s tiny deathbed ink drawing. There are twelve so far. I may do these for the rest of my life. But that’s today. Yesterday, I wanted to burn the lot of them. Ah, Poetry.

Marjorie Stelmach has published six volumes of poems, most recently Walking the Mist, which was published in 2021 from Ashland Poetry Press. Her first book, Night Drawings, received the Marianne Moore Prize from Helicon Nine Editions. She was awarded the 2016 Chad Walsh Poetry Prize from The Beloit Poetry Journal. Her work has appeared in Arts & Letters, Boulevard, Cave Wall, Florida Review, Gettysburg Review, Hudson Review, Image, The Iowa Review, Miramar, New Letters, Notre Dame Review, Prairie Schooner and The Sow’s Ear Poetry Review, among others. 

Your creative nonfiction piece “Taking Each Other In” from Volume 23 is a flash essay that our editorial board members said “really earned its place” in this issue due to its lyricism and economy of space. Can you tell us the inspiration behind this essay?

This flash essay was part of a larger segmented essay on fears of what might happen toward the end of my working life. I was working several part-time jobs in education and retail businesses and worried I’d end up like an aunt working at a Woolworth’s, but we don’t have Woolworth’s anymore, so that was a worry, too. I included situations that explained my fears and worries and opinions–ungenerous at times–about the people involved. I applied for a seasonal job at an apple orchard gift shop and heard a mother of a 16-year-old kid tell him to put down on his application that he was good with people. If he was that good with people, did he need his mother telling him? I didn’t get a job there and wondered if he did. There was a young woman I worked alongside at a card shop who bragged about her psychology degree who was openly inpatient with me when I needed to hear cash register procedures two or three times when I had just started a job there. I had other examples of what worried or annoyed me, how these jobs didn’t pay much and limited what I could do and where I could go. One night as I did dishes, I thought about a friend’s father-in-law who had just died and how he took care of his family over the course of his long life. I don’t like doing dishes, but it gives me time to let my mind wander, and I thought I should include some solutions in the essay, rather than just my worries and complaints, to balance the essay and maybe improve my mindset at the time. The idea of a group of us living together when we were older, sort of a Midwestern version of the Golden Girls with no beaches or year-round sunshine spending time together and looking after each other, had been happy hour talk from time to time. It seemed that idea would be a change of feel for the other sections included in the essay. 

The ending to “Taking Each Other In” is delightfully surprising and I think I’ve often unconsciously put my hand to my throat each time I’ve read it. I think the ending was a risky move that really paid off. How did you know that you nailed that? Did you make several revisions on it, or did it just work out in one take?

When I write, I usually over-explain with too many details that need to be edited out. So with the idea for this paragraph I again wrote down more explanation on what we’d do together, until I just asked myself what was it I wanted to do with my friends, and I simply wrote the list, and let the reader imagine what the errands and car rides and walks around the lakes and the poetry readings would look like. And then I stopped before I added too much. It seemed so simple and straightforward, and at the same time, said a lot. 

After I had written the first paragraph I wondered if it could really happen–would it be a solution to my worries? There are lots of curves thrown at us in life and, like stories, they don’t always turn out the way we’d like. The ending is a reflection on the reality of the living arrangement and balances out the sweetness of the idea that it could work. Sometimes when I write poems and letters, when I get to the end, I think all I’ve provided is information without any personal comment, so I add a few more lines of my opinion. At the end of this one, I hated to say the plan might not work out, but it needed saying.

What do you think flash pieces in any genre need in order to be successful?

Boy, I wish I knew. I’m not an expert on good flash writing, but I know it when I see it, as the saying goes. It needs to have enough in it to make sense, and maybe not enough to make the reader stop and ponder, what if or how can that be. I’m still learning.

This issue was birthed during this pandemic and the political and social unrest that’s been spilling over on the streets in cities nationwide. It feels like day after day we witness more violence and division, and we felt that the title “hunger for tiny things” took on a multi-faceted poignance for this issue. I’m curious—what tiny things do you hunger for these days?

My tiny hungers are very simple. I want to wear earrings again and not worry about losing them because they might get tangled in the straps of my face mask. I want to linger in the aisles of quilt shops and look and caress bolts of fabric while talking with quilters on their projects. I want to sit and visit with my friends over coffee and rhubarb desserts or wine and cheese. They are tiny, but not unimportant to me.

Writers tend to write what haunts or obsesses them. What are some themes/topics that are important to your writing, or tend to show up a lot in your work?

I read lots of obituaries in papers and funeral home sites. I find out more about people I know, and find a connection because I went to school with their children or parents, or people I knew from the places I lived but never knew personally. I learn who they are or were, what they did, what brought them pleasure or pain. It seems like death shows up in my essays, but I think maybe it’s really their lives I’m remembering and writing about more than their deaths. It just happens that some people I write about are dead, and they had good stories.

What books, writers, art, or artists inspire you and your work? Do–or have–you had any mentors in your writing life?

I like reading essays that involve several seemingly unrelated topics that the writer winds together at the end. Joni Tevis and David Sedaris are masters who do that exceptionally well. Sigrid Nunez’ The Friend reads like a lyric essay though it is a novel about a woman remembering, and living with the memory of, her dead friend, and living with and helping his dog do the same. Colum McCann’s Apeirogon is another novel that looks like essays at times with information about the history of Israel and the Palestinians, birds, munition manufacturing, and mathematics, and reads as fiction in the story of two men–one Muslim and one a Jew–whose daughters were killed by gunfire. It’s a novel of 1,001 sections, some a line or two long, others a few pages that deftly tie all the topics together. Lydia Davis is another writer who makes me ask, “Is this fact or fiction, and how can I do this, too?” I read them for enjoyment, but I learn so much from their writing. 

I used to be a snob about mystery books, thinking they weren’t serious or relevant, and probably weren’t good writing–I didn’t know because I didn’t read them–and then I came across Henning Mankell who writes about social problems in Sweden and his troubled detective Kurt Wallander who deals with them in his city of Ystad. When something annoying used to happen to me, I’d say, “I’m moving to Sweden where things like this don’t happen,” but then I discovered life there wasn’t as perfect as I assumed. I soon found other Norwegian, Swedish, Danish, and Icelandic crime stories with their troubled characters suffering through long winters, living in difficult marriages, and dealing with irritable workmates, and though the stories were good, I also learned political and societal problems can be weaved in to make them serious stories–more than just crime stories. Last summer an old friend (from the essay) introduced me to the Nick Herron Slough House series of spy stories set in contemporary London and full of more troubled characters barely hanging on to their jobs and lives. These are books of good storytelling that make me look to understand how he writes, too. 

Gwen Marston and Freddy Moran are two quilters I admire because of their use of color and design and ability to use what’s good and set aside what isn’t working. They lived across the country from each other, so had to work remotely making “parts,” different pattern pieces, that they’d put together when they met to make quilts. They’d audition the “parts” and use what worked, not feeling they had to keep anything. They “liberated” patterns to free up the idea that all squares had to look like old quilt patterns and brought new life to the quilt world. I took several workshops from them and learned to trust myself. They wrote guidelines in one of their quilt books that give advice that works for quilting or writing. 

Make what you want to make, and make it the way you want to make it.

Your chances of making a remarkably good quilt are increased when you take chances.

Quilts with energy and surprise are more likely to delight the viewer.

Never point out a mistake.

Don’t be afraid to abandon a project that isn’t working for you.

Work as much as possible every day.

Most important of all–make it.

(From Collaborative Quilting, Freddy Moran and Gwen Marston, 2006)

What projects are you working on right now?

I made a quilt this spring for a niece’s graduation from college. I used a pattern of overlapping circles I had made before so I knew the pattern, and I used black, white, gray and teal colored fabrics. After cutting fabric for a while I thought it needed some more zing, so I added a few spots of peach. Usually adding black and white to a quilt provides somewhere for the eye to rest, but in this case, it’s the peach that serves that function. Making that quilt was just what I needed after this pandemic year–it let me play around with colors, pattern, and design to be creative. I hope it’s what I needed to keep my creativity and work continuing.

Jackie Trytten has been a K-12 and postsecondary educator for over 30 years. She is an artist of textiles, watercolors, and stained glass, and holds an MFA from Hamline University. Her work has appeared in Rain Taxi. 

Your creative nonfiction piece “The Jellyfish Tide” from Volume 23 is a philosophical lyric essay that explores simultaneities and fate. Our board members who read and voted on including it in Volume 23 said it has “strategic imagery and language, with strong questioning from the writer.” Can you tell us a little bit about the inspiration behind this essay?

It’s funny to think of it as an essay. It seemed more like an effort, which I guess essai is the French word for, to try something. And for me to try to write something, I need a voice with more confidence than my own, one which utilizes whatever details service its needs—and yes, sometimes copying those details from my life’s history, from my memory, as in “The Jellyfish Tide.” So it’s both an essay, for that reason, and a piece of fiction for the cohesion which knits it together, that I owe completely to the voice. Call it a literary alter ego.

The inspiration for this piece was my home, where I live on the Northumberland Strait, and my own life, my own dreams. It was written five years ago actually. Since then I’ve changed my approach quite a bit, I’ve begun to find ways to interact with my immediate environment—more effectively than sitting down in front of a computer can allow for. Now I walk around, outside, with my voice recorder. Go to the grocery store with my voice recorder. Go running with my voice recorder. Whatever it takes.

So the inspiration for this piece, and what has inspired me since, is immediacy. 

Water is very central to this essay, from the setting where you witness the jellyfish tide, to the resonating metaphor that life and death very seamlessly flow into each other. How does place and natural settings play into your writing?

The world is the other half of it, the part I can’t control—not to say I can control my own writing, or how I write, but without the natural world I wouldn’t have anything to write about, except my states, except my change, which I could do, be like Beckett in his room—like Molloy or Malone or any of his avatars, getting down to the bare bones of what can be communicated in literature. But that’s Beckett’s playground. My playground is the natural world, the things that happen around me, my memories, the lives of my characters, affected by an occasional literary twist. At least for now.

You quote Nietzche in the epigraph—this idea of being in love with fate. Do you feel that writing is a fateful act? Or rather, what does fate mean to you and your writing practice?

In order to answer this question I’ve had to Google the definition of “fate.” It says, “a power beyond human control that is believed to determine what happens.” It’s funny how we so rarely know the full definition of the words we use. But I’ve trusted “fate” meant something like this. And is writing a fateful act? Well, I suppose if you’re a writer—one who writes—then it is. Especially if it comes to take up your whole life, as it has mine, especially since the beginning of the pandemic. I think if you write, and you search honestly in your writing, and try not to lie to yourself, it improves your conscience, sharpens it, which is a painful thing to do, but you become a better person for others and for yourself. Sure, maybe it heightens your nerves and shortens your life-span. Sometimes I think if I didn’t write I wouldn’t have to feel so guilty. So writing truthfully is a fateful act. You uncover yourself each time you do it (do it honestly I mean). And here’s the definition of honest, as I Google it: “free of deceit and untruthfulness, sincere.” 

If you’re an artist you do it in your work. And perhaps as an artist you have the great privilege, which talent allows you, to live honestly, at least in your work—I think this is a quality missing in a lot of literature these days. But I’ve dedicated myself to it because I believe that it’s also a quality that’s slipping away from humanity constantly, and has been ever since we became humanity. There need to be writers and artists, who despite all odds, write honestly. I hope this answers the question. 

But in summation, simplistically, what does fate mean to my writing, to my practice? It means the fulfilment of who I am at the moment of writing. It allows me to move past the strictures of my self into a new being.

A new being, you could say, I was fated to become. But only through writing do I become that being, so there’s the rub. 

Because, if fate is beyond human control, then I didn’t choose to be a writer. But I choose each day to write, and that creates, perennially, and recreates who I am. So you see, also, this is why it’s hard to draw a line between fiction and non-fiction. Every writer, who writes truthfully, which I think is the greatest commodity in literature, the rarest commodity, embraces who they are, no holds barred, at the moment of writing. Disagree with me if you want, this is just how it seems to me at this moment.

This issue was birthed during this pandemic and the political and social unrest that’s been spilling over on the streets in cities nationwide. It feels like day after day we witness more violence and division, and we felt that the title “hunger for tiny things” took on a multi-faceted poignance for this issue. I’m curious—what tiny things do you hunger for these days?

As I answer these questions, I have my first dose of Pfizer coursing through my veins, and feel maybe a little bit feverish. So I’ll shoot from the hip and say what it is that I hunger for—tiny things—which are hard to pick, because there are really a lot of tiny things in the plenum of matter. Several of those tiny things are my friends. I hunger for my friends—I haven’t seen them, most of them, since before 2019, when I left England where I was doing my MA. If a city could be called a tiny thing, I would say I hunger for Berlin, where I lived before that. But now as I walk around my yard, I realize all that longing for faraway stuff, even my friends, is a poor substitute for this tiny thing I touch now: the fresh and nubile leaf of an alder. I hunger for this, I’m grateful for this—it’s such a peaceful thing.

Writers tend to write what haunts or obsesses them. What are some themes/topics that are important to your writing, or tend to show up a lot in your work?

At the time of writing “The Jellyfish Tide” one major obsession of mine was metaphysics. The philosophies of Rene Descartes, Spinoza, and Leibnitz. The idea that underlying all matter was a substance connecting us to it, and to each other, and to God. I think I liked Spinoza’s idea the best: that all things are one substance, all things are God.

But since then, and probably beginning in “The Jellyfish Tide”, I grew the balls needed to write about my sexuality, my changing sexuality—what I’d missed out on in high school by trying to be heterosexual. So, maybe not sexuality, which seems to tokenize desire, but rather the psychology of change, the psychology developed under the strife and pressure that are set upon young people who cannot lie to themselves but are forced to lie to those around them and end up lying to themselves—like me trying to be heterosexual, being in a relationship with a girl, whom I did love. The psychology that I’m obsessed with exploring is the emergence of a self that has been pushed under, that has been terrified into hiding. This is not an easy thing to write about, but it’s a cathartic thing to write about. And I suppose you could say, for the last five years since writing “The Jellyfish Tide” I’ve been obsessed with this catharsis. The catharsis of denuding oneself of shameful or limiting fictions.

What books, writers, art, or artists inspire you and your work? Do–or have–you had any mentors in your writing life?

Yeah, I’ve had a handful of mentors—people who’ve told me to keep to my path, no matter how far it strikes out from the norm of publishable literature. People who’ve told me that writing is all that matters: Nathan Filer, Richard Kerridge. Novelists and poets I studied with in England. My therapist, from the time I lived in Victoria, BC, Madelaine Tiller—who I credit with being the first person who actually listened to me. 

Writers who I admire immensely include Dostoevsky, as you can guess because of his psychological and deeply personal profiles. How much of his novel consists of page-by-page spiritual evolution. The same with Clarice Lispector. And I know I’ve probably misinterpreted all my favourite authors, you know, as Harold Bloom says, but I also think I’ve taken from each of them what it was I needed to begin writing my own way. To begin giving page-by-page the spiritual evolution of my avatars. 

Writers who write sex, like Marguerite Duras in The Lover. Jean Genet. Bolaño. I even have a soft spot for Louis-Ferdinand Céline, that disturbed human being, who tromps roughshod through Europe, Africa, and North America, hating equally all people he sees, with such style and passion, uncovering hypocrisy like it’s nobody’s business. 

There are other writers on this list, but I think it’s risky telling people all of your favourites.

What craft element challenges you the most in your writing? How do you approach it? What is your quirk as a writer?

Haha! What is my quirk? Like, what is my Zooey Deschanel quirk, what are my bangs? I don’t know what my quirk is. I suppose I tend to ramble a bit in my writing. I’ve been accused of that before by my professors, but I do it to fill the spaces between truths that are apparent to me at the moment of writing, and all the in-between stuff is necessary for the synthesis of said truths.

“I’m searching, I’m searching,” Clarice Lispector’s book, The Passion According to GH, begins. 

So I suppose, due to this, due to the way I write, and due to the demands of what I’m trying to write, plot is definitely something I’ve yet to completely get comfortable with. It so often seems arbitrary—this happens, that happens. Things are happening all the time. I believe between two trees, walking across a lawn, you could contain an entire psychological novel.

So, plotting, in the novelistic sense, I’m not sure I know how to do that. I’m not sure I wanna know how to do that, but still sometimes, I feel pushed, from beyond, perhaps by the demands of the publishing world, and the demands of the novel form, to plot my novels. However, that’s a part of the literary world that enough writers already occupy, and if it makes it harder for me to get published because I don’t feel like walking into their territory and trying to fit into their camp—a thing which I tried to do so much throughout my life, walk into other peoples’ territories and fit into their camps—then so be it. I’ll strike my own path as usual. Maybe that’s my quirk, I’ve always been very solitary, and rarely know how to do anything that adds up to something of use, except pursue a thought and hopefully reach a conclusion that relieves me, or the reader, of some spiritual agony.

What projects are you working on right now?

The last two years I’ve been isolated on the Northumberland Strait with hardly anyone to talk to. So you can imagine a lot of writing’s gotten done. There are three projects, novel-sized, and one collection, which “The Jellyfish Tide,” will appear in, that I’m working on. One of the novels is called William’s Workbook and it’s about a young man who was molested as a child, and who has no memory of the event, but is visited as a thirty-year-old by his abuser. That novel caused me a lot of pain and took me to quite a few personal hells. I still have a hard time looking at it. I’m also working on something lighter at the moment, called The Heir, and it comprises the day-to-day life of a person waiting for the pandemic to end. It’s about a young white guy, Burpee Walker, who inherits property on the beach after the death of his fiancé, Thomas, who was much older than him. The idea of the book is that everything Burpee experiences, whether its Hey Google! playing Ravel, or his disquiet over what’s happening in Modi’s India, whether it’s his Wikipedia search into “Threnody for the Victims of Hiroshima”, that terrifying piece of music, or the property disputes with his neighbours over his inheritance, all of it is permitted to the page as he looks out and sees a world that seems to have no use for him. Or at least that’s what the book seems to be at this point. 

*Thanks for these wonderful questions, I hope you enjoyed reading my answers as much as I enjoyed answering.

Krischan Stotz is a queer writer from Canada. His writing is concerned with finding the new and unused parts of the modern soul and expressing them in symphony with nature. His work has appeared in EVENT and The Antigonish Review and has been published in chapbook by Anstruther Press. Currently, Stotz writes from his home province of Nova Scotia, where he’s querying agents for his first novel, Trespassing, and creating his second novel. Krischan is a co-collaborator at www.locussolus.club. You can learn more about him at his website. 

Your poem “Primate” in Volume 23 explores traits and knowledge, things we learn from each other, from our ancestors. Can you tell us about the inspiration behind this poem?

Yes, exactly. “Primate” sits atop a mantle of Maker stories, starting from time immemorial. One is the myth of Prometheus the Titan who formed man in the gods’ image from river clay and gave us creative fire so that we could become makers. Another is the story of Victor Frankenstein, who, inspired by 19th-century scientific advances, built a thinking creature he would come to fear and pity. And of course, Adam, as the Book of Genesis tells, brought with his birth the knowledge of good and evil. John Milton gave Adam the lines,“Did I request thee, Maker, from my clay/To mould me man? Did I solicit thee/From darkness to promote me?” 

James Marsh’s documentary Project Nim, which involves the story of women choosing to adopt chimps as their own children (in the name of a language experiment which attempted to determine whether a chimpanzee raised from birth in a human environment can acquire the rudiments of grammar), presented itself as a place to enter the oft-told tale, powered by the creative force’s call to violate nature–and the suffering it can engender.

The concept of language is very powerful in this poem. There’s the line “But I’m as far from who I was as you are near” that sticks out to me; when I read it I sense the fluidity of language and its transcendence of power. What does language and our ability to converse in a multitude of ways mean to you?

Those lines speak to inescapably contrary impulses—creating, civilizing, naturalizing—precisely at their point of intersection, which is language. The narrator is voluntarily surrendering to the urges of the wild that draw her back to Eden, shedding her intellect in order to become more symbiotically connected to the chimp/baby even as that chimp/baby is learning language and, as humans will, learning how to employ it as a manipulative tool, a power grab. An earlier draft has the final couplet: “…One day/he’ll read these words, forget we came from clay.” I guess I switched that out because it was too summarizing but here it may serve to show the purpose of intent.

What are some pieces of knowledge you would pass on to newer poets still learning the craft?

Your timing is uncanny: I just finished a poem titled, “To a Young Poet.” Though it offers no technical advice, it does address how to nurture and “go with the flow” of inspiration. Write down even infelicitously phrased ideas. Scavenge everywhere (what you see; what you hear; what you read; memory, of course) to discover your objective correlatives. Be alone as much as possible. Bask.

I’ve been enjoying watching Alena Smith’s Dickinson which imagines many scenes that provoke Emily to pick up her pen.

Writers tend to write what haunts or obsesses them. What are some themes/topics that are important to your writing, or tend to show up a lot in your work?

Coincidentally– or predictably?–some of them appear in “Primate”: mother/child relations; the individual’s experience foregrounded against our collective story known as history; the purposes of memory; domestic scenes against natural ones; hands; and windows, always windows!

What books, writers, art, or artists inspire you and your work? Who are some mentors in your writing life?

Wallace Stevens, Richard Wilbur, Jorie Graham, James Merrill, Derek Walcott, Charles Wright, A.E. Stallings, Rachel Hadas, Don Paterson, and Roberto Calasso.

What craft element challenges you the most in your writing? How do you approach it? What is your quirk as a writer?

In other words, what’s the weakest arrow in my quiver? I’d say everything that revolves around the work of revision is a challenge for me. During the second winter of the pandemic, I dove into a dusty file marked “To Mine for Other Poems,” and what I found there were mostly drafts of poems half-written. The fact that I’d not even labelled the file “To Revise” shows the extent to which I’d resisted the advice often dispensed: “When you come to an impasse, put your draft aside to return to later.” Somehow, that never felt right to me, felt like abandoning a child, so, though I actually committed that act, I couldn’t name it. The difficulties posed are threefold: 1) How to re-enter the mental space I’d inhabited when I quit the poem. What were the concerns that were successfully written and which not?; 2) Being receptive to new directions that are not apparent in the draft. This is how something stunted called “Passages” resulted in the finished “To a Young Poet”. Once it had an addressee (originally it was written in the second person but the “you” was entirely generic), all the ideas that had been lazily consuming too much space found a direction; and 3) Determining when it is finished. This problem obviously rears its head during the creation of any writing. Molly Peacock told me a long time ago to lower my expectations on this, not to wait for it to click: “You’ll never know for sure when it’s done and you may find yourself years later thinking of the perfect substitutive word or phrase, even for something already in print.”

What projects are you working on right now?

Just tackling my folder of Revisions. I’ve done three or four so far and if there is a reward aside from the delayed gratification of plucking these mature blooms, it is in the sensation that’s something like setting the poems before a mirror and recognizing an earlier self.

Amy Bagan’s manuscript, “Native to Now,” was selected as a finalist for the Richard Wilbur Book Award 2021.  Her poems have been awarded the Grolier Poetry Prize,  finalist for the 2016 James Hearst Poetry Prize,  finalist for the 2019 Able Muse Write Prize, finalist for the 2020 Frost Farm Prize, and finalist for Southwest Review’s Morton Marr Poetry Prize, among others. Her manuscript “Sand-Blind” was selected as a National Poetry Series prize finalist. Her work appears in Measure, The Cortland Review, Denver Quarterly, Northwest Review, Southern Poetry Review, North American Review, Mosaici, Western Humanities Review, Able Muse, and Salmagundi, among others.